Sunday, May. 01, 2005
All right - I'm feeling slightly bolder this morning. A little, anyway. I've got pictures of the new four-wheeled baby:
Isn't she cute?
Her interior is actually gray, though this shows black:
I'm trying to force myself into something resembling calm. It ain't easy, but I can do this. I have worked my butt off for this and honestly I wouldn't worry except for the job transition. But I gotta give it a shot.
At least my utility bills should help. I have automatic payment for most of them so there are no late bills showing, and in fact one of them shows a credit balance where they applied my deposit back to the account. Gotta love that!
They asked for check stubs - which I actually don't get and never have. I am going today to get copies of the printouts from our bookkeeper and to get a signed statement from my boss saying I've been working there for just under three years, yada yada.
It's a pain in the butt, but since BJ already blew it and told Boss where I'll be, no point in pretending he won't call me and pester me at will. At least that gives me a degree of leverage when it comes to this!!!
Before - After
In the grander scheme of things, no soul can truly be replaced. Each one of us has a place in the universal tapestry. We each contribute our own color and texture. When one thread is snipped too soon, it distorts all the threads around it. Other lives can unravel and tear. If the wrong thread is ripped away, the whole fabric of life becomes dangerously fragile.
- LeiLani, aka Radiogurl aka Bright Opal (1957 - )